PS....I Still Love You......

**SoapGirl79** · 10-11-2010, 11:42 PM

PS..I Still Love You a Jr and Sue Ellen Fan-Fic By Erin

(2005)

Jr was driving back to Dallas after visiting John Ross in New York. He was glad that his son had gotten into NYU for writing. He wanted him to go into the Oil Business but he knew John Ross wasn't an oil man like him. He was a writer. He smiled as he thought back to the day John Ross got the acceptence letter. He practically ran Ray over running into the house. The minuet everyone congratulated him he asked to call Sue Ellen. Jr was so into his memories that he missed the exit to Braddock. Cursing to himself he made a u-turn and drove to the next exit. He turned the radio on hoping to drown his own thoughts out of his head. The song that came on had a more horrible memory for Jr. He felt himself start to cry as he listened.
"Remember when I was young so were you
time stood still love was all we knew
You were the first, so was I
made love and then you cried
Remember when
Remember when we vowed the vows walked the walk
Gave our hearts, made the start, it was hard
lived and learned, life threw curves
There was joy, there was hurt
Remember when
Remember when old ones died new were born
life was changed, disassembled, rearranged
We came together, fell apart
broke each other's hearts
Remember when"

He hated the idea of remembering the one person that had managed to hurt him. He couldn't help it. She hadn't so much as looked at him in New York. She looked so damn happy with that British Pain in the Ass. He hated it. Sure he practially threw her in his arms but that was when he had Cally and he lost her too. Now he was alone. How could she do this to him? Marry that boring stiff. He listened to the radio and sighed as he remembered when they met.

Austin Texas(1968)

to be continued......

**Jessie** · 10-11-2010, 11:45 PM

Great start to your new story..
Jessie

**Crazy For Sue Ellen** · 10-12-2010, 12:00 AM

Great start!

**Mrs. JR Ewing** · 10-12-2010, 03:10 AM

Hey..great start..I love flashback stories!! Keep it going!!

**Andy Hunter** · 10-12-2010, 03:12 AM

Brilliant!

**carylfan10** · 10-12-2010, 03:19 AM

awesome start. keep going!

**i love jr ewing** · 10-12-2010, 06:29 AM

Great start to your new story.

**MrsSuperman93** · 10-12-2010, 08:39 PM

Lovely start!

**jrs** · 10-12-2010, 09:15 PM

good

**Mrs. Bobby James Ewing** · 10-12-2010, 11:12 PM

Great start to your new story SoapGirl79.

**SoapGirl79** · 10-23-2010, 02:10 AM

PS..I Still Love You a Jr and Sue Ellen Fan-Fic By Erin

Chapter Two

Austin Texas (1968)

"Look, Mama, I don't you already I'm not under any circumstances singing in a bikini!" Sue Ellen Shepard pleaded with her mother.
"It's not like I'm asking you to strip, Sue Ellen. I'm simply asking you to show some skin."
Sue Ellen turned away from her mother.
"I'm not doing it. Just leave me alone!" She said running from the dressing room.

Standing outside of the Austin Convention Center smoking a cigerette was Jr Ewing.
He was mad at his father for forcing him to judge this damn pagenet.
"Hey, can I have a drag?" Jr looked over and saw what he guessed was the sister of one of the Miss...Whatevers.
"Sure." he said smiling handing it to her.
"So, what are you like someone's dad?" She asked smiling.
"Cute. No. I'm one of the judges. Who are you?"
She smiled.
"Miss Austin. About to quit. Can you drive?" She asked.
He smiled.
'Seriously? Um...I guess. Sure. Get in."
She smiled.
"Thanks. Wait..." She looked at the liscense plate. "You're a Ewing?" She asked.
"Yeah. Why?"
"I just didn't peg you as a guy that had to pick up stray women from a beauty pagents."
He laughed.
"I wasn't picking up women. You asked me for a ride remember?"
She smiled and Jr Ewing knew in that moment he found something special.

(Dallas, Texas 2005)
Sitting in the car driving back to SouthFork, Jr smiled as he remembered that day.
He still loved Sue Ellen and decided in that moment to write to her.
He knew it was a little 'old fashioned' but he just didn't trust modern technology.
He knew in that moment that writing her a letter would work better.
He didn't even care if she wrote back just as long as she knew how he felt.
She just had to know.

(London, England 2005)

"I don't want you back in Dallas, Sue Ellen.
"What do you mean you?" Sue Ellen asked.
"I saw the way Jr was looking at you I don't trust him."
She smiled.
"But you can trust me."
'I don't know if I can. I made a movie about you, Sue Ellen. I know how you get around Jr. You can't resist him. I want to trust you but I don't know if I can."
Sue Ellen realized that the entire time she was in New York Jr was staring her down. He looked so sad and lost.
He didn't even speak to her though. That's what confused her. She smiled when she remembered the night he brought her home to SouthFork.
It was the first time he told her he loved her.

(Dallas, Texas 1970)

**Jessie** · 10-23-2010, 03:01 AM

Great update love your story.

**i love jr ewing** · 10-23-2010, 05:56 AM

Great update.

**Crazy For Sue Ellen** · 10-23-2010, 12:37 PM

Awesome. Love the flashbacks.

**MrsSuperman93** · 10-23-2010, 11:36 PM

Cute update!

**SoapGirl79** · 11-07-2010, 12:55 AM

PS..I Still Love You a Jr and Sue Ellen Fan-Fic By Erin

Chapter Three
(Dallas, Texas 1970)

"I'm so scared, Jr. I mean what if they hate me?"
Jr smiled at her.
"They won't hate you. I won't let them. Now smile."
She smiled at him.
"Fine. But if they make fun of me i'm so out of there."
He laughed.
"They won't. I promise."
He held her hand as they walked to the front door.
After dinner they were sitting in the living room drinking when they heard thunder.
"I think a tornado might me rolling in." Jock said.
"The radio did say there was a chance. Maybe I should drive Sue Ellen home." Jr said.
"Wait. I don't think that is a good idea. Why don't we just see if Sue Ellen can stay here tonight."
Sue Ellen smiled.
"I have no objections. My mom won't miss me."
Jr smiled.
"OK. I'll make sure the guest room is set up."
He walked to the room across from his and set the bed and tables up. He made the bed and kept the light on.
"Sue Ellen, you can head up. Your room is ready."
She smiled.
"Want to tuck me in?" She teased.
Bobby smiled.
"Okay!" He said smiling as he walked with her to her room.
"You were amazing tonight."
She smiled.
"I'm just glad they liked me."
"I told you they would. Night."
He leaned in and kissed her.
"I love you, Sue Ellen."
She had waited awhile to hear those words.
She smiled.
"I love you, too."
She kissed him back and closed the door behind her and smiled.

(2005)
Jr was going through his desk and found the writing set he used to write letters to Sue Ellen when they first started dating. He opened it and set out a letter and a envelope.
He sat down and started writing.

Dear Sue Ellen,
i get it if you are surprised by this letter but I want you to know that i miss you. i've been thinking about you alot and wanted you to know I still love you. if you don't write back I understand but i just wanted you to know. please forgive me for everything. i know i messed up but if you give me another chance i will always be good to you. do you remember when we first met? you were so funny and sexy. you asked me for a cigeratte and we drove all night. got i miss those days. just think about it. we were so good together. i love you always.
Love Always,
JR
PS..I still love you.

He sealed the envelope and smiled. "Please write back, Sue Ellen. Write back."

to be continued.....