TMM
10-06-2001, 11:12 AM
Tear jerkers but thats not whats intended. Just some insight on parts of my life. And Thanks to Ewings I am sharing them with you, cause her wish is my command *stalks Ewings* http://www.soapchat.net/infopop/emoticons/icon_wink.gif
Enjoy!
I know it's late
I know your weary
I know your plans, don't include me.
Still, here we are
Both of us lonely.
Longing for shelter, from all that we feel
Why should we worry? No one will care.
Look at the stars, so far away.
We've got tonight
who needs tomorrow?
We've got tonight, why don't you stay.
I've longed for love, like everyone else does
And i've watched the sun set while thinking of you
and in some way, I can't help but think your only a short distance away.
Trying to ignore the fact that your gone
out of my life.
everything was fine... then something went wrong
I can't say what it is
but it was defenately there.
It seemed to tare us apart, refusing to go away
eating away at our vary existance
well the sun's set once again, another day wasted without you.
and even though I can't see you, or even think that your there,
I wonder if some how, some way, you can hear my thoughts.
And if you can you'd know just how much I love you and miss you.
If there was ever a doubt about wether or not I loved you, I'm sorry.
If anything I wanted to make clear you are my everything.
Nothing your love wouldn't bring to our relationship.
I know it's late...
I know your plans don't include me...
still here we are...
both of us lonely.. both of us, lonely.
Loniging for shelter....
feel...
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Why?
Why am I here?
Do I have a purpose?
Some, common destiny in life?
Is there really a god?
If there's something for me to achieve in this life, what is it?
It's a long journey, but life is too short
Learning comes slow but your mind goes fast
love can happen in a split second, and just as fast life can be lost
once we're born, and once we die
one day it was all so clear, and now it's all so gone
It's a shame, I never had kids.
Never got merried.
Guess that was something I never deserved.
Life for the most part has been lost
I can't seem to recover
where did it go?
where did I last have it?
if I backtrack, will i even come close to finding it?
You start to wonder, but you never really know. Never.
Seems like everyday I lose a small part of myself deep, deep inside
and when i'm completely gone does that mean my life is lost, or I've lost my life?
wherever I go when I die, I hope I can see my loved ones. At least then I can invest in some comfort knowing that thier alright.
As I get older I know I'm just that much closer to death
and as my final days roll on, I think about how I might go
will it be quick?
will it be slow?
will I suffer?
As I say my goodbyes for the final time... I wonder if I made an impression on anyone
Did I make a difference?
Did I change the world in even such a low ammount?
was my life meaningless?
I wish apon a star, just this once in my entire life, to say that I hope that even after my death, you'll feel my presence.
Because even though I'm dead, My love is still just as strong. And that will never, even after the universe is dead and 'eternity' comes to an end, will never end.
__________________________________________________
Why is it I try so hard, but acomplish so little.
I watch you do the things you do, day in, and day out I wonder why some things are so simple but the rest is so hard
could it be my fault?
am I the one causing you dispare?
it's not often you tell me much of anything.
but still I wonder
I've watched while love commands you, and I've watched love pass you by.
I feel like a drifter.
searching for a friend.
oh where oh where could that friend be.... I only pray, my friend, will show.... soon.
-TMM
Enjoy!
I know it's late
I know your weary
I know your plans, don't include me.
Still, here we are
Both of us lonely.
Longing for shelter, from all that we feel
Why should we worry? No one will care.
Look at the stars, so far away.
We've got tonight
who needs tomorrow?
We've got tonight, why don't you stay.
I've longed for love, like everyone else does
And i've watched the sun set while thinking of you
and in some way, I can't help but think your only a short distance away.
Trying to ignore the fact that your gone
out of my life.
everything was fine... then something went wrong
I can't say what it is
but it was defenately there.
It seemed to tare us apart, refusing to go away
eating away at our vary existance
well the sun's set once again, another day wasted without you.
and even though I can't see you, or even think that your there,
I wonder if some how, some way, you can hear my thoughts.
And if you can you'd know just how much I love you and miss you.
If there was ever a doubt about wether or not I loved you, I'm sorry.
If anything I wanted to make clear you are my everything.
Nothing your love wouldn't bring to our relationship.
I know it's late...
I know your plans don't include me...
still here we are...
both of us lonely.. both of us, lonely.
Loniging for shelter....
feel...
__________________________________________________
Why?
Why am I here?
Do I have a purpose?
Some, common destiny in life?
Is there really a god?
If there's something for me to achieve in this life, what is it?
It's a long journey, but life is too short
Learning comes slow but your mind goes fast
love can happen in a split second, and just as fast life can be lost
once we're born, and once we die
one day it was all so clear, and now it's all so gone
It's a shame, I never had kids.
Never got merried.
Guess that was something I never deserved.
Life for the most part has been lost
I can't seem to recover
where did it go?
where did I last have it?
if I backtrack, will i even come close to finding it?
You start to wonder, but you never really know. Never.
Seems like everyday I lose a small part of myself deep, deep inside
and when i'm completely gone does that mean my life is lost, or I've lost my life?
wherever I go when I die, I hope I can see my loved ones. At least then I can invest in some comfort knowing that thier alright.
As I get older I know I'm just that much closer to death
and as my final days roll on, I think about how I might go
will it be quick?
will it be slow?
will I suffer?
As I say my goodbyes for the final time... I wonder if I made an impression on anyone
Did I make a difference?
Did I change the world in even such a low ammount?
was my life meaningless?
I wish apon a star, just this once in my entire life, to say that I hope that even after my death, you'll feel my presence.
Because even though I'm dead, My love is still just as strong. And that will never, even after the universe is dead and 'eternity' comes to an end, will never end.
__________________________________________________
Why is it I try so hard, but acomplish so little.
I watch you do the things you do, day in, and day out I wonder why some things are so simple but the rest is so hard
could it be my fault?
am I the one causing you dispare?
it's not often you tell me much of anything.
but still I wonder
I've watched while love commands you, and I've watched love pass you by.
I feel like a drifter.
searching for a friend.
oh where oh where could that friend be.... I only pray, my friend, will show.... soon.
-TMM